Harte Worte xD (natürlich übertrieben dargestellt^^)
Autor: Chrolo
Also ich muss ja wirklich mal sagen, dass es mittlerweile einzig und allein der körperliche Aspekt ist, weshalb ich nicht bi oder gar schwul bin xD
...Né ehrlich oO
Ich mein ich hab dies Jahr echt die Erfahrung gemacht, dass ich mich auf Männer im Allgemeinen wesentlich besser verlassen kann. Männer sind leichter kennenzulernen, Männer sind umgänglicher, halten sich viel eher an iwelche Versprechen und Termine (ich werd von Frauen öfter versetzt, als dass die mal iwelche Verabredungen einhalten), Männer streiten sich nicht mal eben um eine Nichtigkeit und sind dann 2 Monate beleidigt, Männer sind ehrlicher, direkter und aktiver, Männer sind auch nicht so schnell gelangweilt (oder jammern dann nicht rum, wie Frauen in der Regel) und müssen auch nicht alles auf sich zugeschnitten haben, um zufrieden zu sein.
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Ich weiß, sind mal wieder sehr krasse Worte von mir. Eigentlich bin ich ja grad ein Typ, der nie charakterspezifisch klassifiziert... aber das ist mir jetzt für mich persönlich doch mal so aufgefallen oO
Trifft auch net auf alle zu, logisch, tendiert nur ziemlich in die jeweiligen Richtungen. Und ich rede logischerweise nicht von iwelchen Hoppern xD
(Ich werde höchstwahrscheinlich immer Hetero bleiben und single auch niemals zufrieden sein, aber ich hab's da echt nicht leicht...!)
Und hier mal so mein persönliches Best-Of-Album, was J-Rock/Metal ud Visual Kei angeht^^
01. ViViD – W.B.A
02. Sadie - Kagerou
03. Viored – M.D.M (Mad doll party)
04. Mucc – Saru
05. the GazettE – Hyena
06. Deathgaze – Shi Sakura
07. Deluhi – Freedom (09 Remix)
08. Duel Jewel – Azure
09. Girugämesh – Evolution
10. Maximum The Hormone – Zetsubou Billy
11. Cocklobin – Coil
12. Heartless – Lost planet
13. Lycaon – Alejandro
14. Kagrra, - Sakebi
15. Dir En Grey – The pledge
16. Vistlip – Edy
17. D’espairsRay – Scissors
18. Versailles – Beast of desire
19. Black:List – Melancholy
Bzw. "Vidoll - Focus" wollt ich da auch noch reinpacken, ma schauen xD
Ich leg die CD jedenfalls mal beim nächsten Oetkerpark-Treff ein^^
Breaking Benjamin - Crawl <3
Spoiler
A shadow of a man
I'm nothing less
I am holding on, still holding on
And every now and then life begins again
I am holding on, still holding on
I'm not like you
Your faceless lies
Your weak dead heart
Your black dead eyes
I'll make it through, but not this time
Your hope is gone, and so is mine
Live, fight
Crawl back inside
Sick, blind
Love left behind
And i wont live, your weak wicked lie
You pull me in, I'm one step behind
Show me where it hurts
And I'll make it worse
Are you holding on? Keep holding on
Dilated eyes shine for one last time
Are you holding on? Keep holding on
You're not like me
Your faceless lies
Your weak dead heart
Your black dead eyes
I'll break you in, and let this die
Your hope is gone, and so is mine
Live, fight
Crawl back inside
Sick, blind
Love left behind
And I wont live your weak wicked lie
You pull me in, I'm one step behind
I'm becoming a monster, just like You
After it all You'll try to break me too
Falling forever, chasing dreams
I brought you to life so I can hear you scream
Live, fight
Crawl back inside
Sick, blind
Love left behind
I wont live your weak wicked lie
You pull me in
I'm one step behind
I'm one step behind
I'm one step behind
I'm nothing less
I am holding on, still holding on
And every now and then life begins again
I am holding on, still holding on
I'm not like you
Your faceless lies
Your weak dead heart
Your black dead eyes
I'll make it through, but not this time
Your hope is gone, and so is mine
Live, fight
Crawl back inside
Sick, blind
Love left behind
And i wont live, your weak wicked lie
You pull me in, I'm one step behind
Show me where it hurts
And I'll make it worse
Are you holding on? Keep holding on
Dilated eyes shine for one last time
Are you holding on? Keep holding on
You're not like me
Your faceless lies
Your weak dead heart
Your black dead eyes
I'll break you in, and let this die
Your hope is gone, and so is mine
Live, fight
Crawl back inside
Sick, blind
Love left behind
And I wont live your weak wicked lie
You pull me in, I'm one step behind
I'm becoming a monster, just like You
After it all You'll try to break me too
Falling forever, chasing dreams
I brought you to life so I can hear you scream
Live, fight
Crawl back inside
Sick, blind
Love left behind
I wont live your weak wicked lie
You pull me in
I'm one step behind
I'm one step behind
I'm one step behind
Breaking Benjmain - Without You <3
Spoiler
Search for the answers I knew all along
I lost myself, we all fall down
Never the wiser of what I've become
Alone I stand a broken man
All I have is one last chance
Iwon't turn my back on you
Take my hand, drag me down
If you fall, then I will too
And I can't save what's left of you
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
Follow me under and pull me apart
I understand there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no last I won't forget
Come back down, save yourself
I can't find my way to you
And I can't care and face the truth
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
I wanted to forget
I'm trying to forget
Don't leave me here again
I'm with you forever, the end.
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
Holding the hand, that hold's me down
I forgive, forget you, the end.
Holding the hand, that hold's me down
I forgive you, forget you, the end.
I lost myself, we all fall down
Never the wiser of what I've become
Alone I stand a broken man
All I have is one last chance
Iwon't turn my back on you
Take my hand, drag me down
If you fall, then I will too
And I can't save what's left of you
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
Follow me under and pull me apart
I understand there's nothing left
Pain so familiar and close to the heart
No more, no last I won't forget
Come back down, save yourself
I can't find my way to you
And I can't care and face the truth
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
I wanted to forget
I'm trying to forget
Don't leave me here again
I'm with you forever, the end.
Say something new
I have nothing left
I can't face the dark without you
There's nothing left to lose
The fighting never ends
I can't face the dark without you
Holding the hand, that hold's me down
I forgive, forget you, the end.
Holding the hand, that hold's me down
I forgive you, forget you, the end.
Breaking Benjamin - What lies beneath <3
Spoiler
Take a breath
Hold it in
Start a fight
You won't win
Let's begin
Nevermind
I don't care
All in all
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
Let it go
If you could
When love dies in the end
So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
Here we go
Does it hurt
Say goodbye
to this world
I will not
Be undone
Come to life
It gets worse
All in all
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
I'll be gone
When you fall
Your sad life
Says it all
So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
Don't carry me under
God sing for the hopeless
I'm the one you left behind
So I find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
Hold it in
Start a fight
You won't win
Let's begin
Nevermind
I don't care
All in all
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
Let it go
If you could
When love dies in the end
So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
Here we go
Does it hurt
Say goodbye
to this world
I will not
Be undone
Come to life
It gets worse
All in all
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
I'll be gone
When you fall
Your sad life
Says it all
So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
Don't carry me under
God sing for the hopeless
I'm the one you left behind
So I find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lay underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life