Heartshot: Mein Weblog

I Never Knew A Book Could Bleed

Autor: Heartshot

It always was so fucking hard to win with you.
Every word that escaped my lips was the wrong one...in your mind at least.

And I see, and I hear, and I feel what is real.
I'll die by the incandescence of your unholy heart.

It's hard to be a smooth talker when your constantly under a hail of fucking gunfire.

Butterfly kisses wont fix it now.

And I see, and I hear, and I feel what is real.
I'll die by the incandescence of your unholy heart.

Fuck you.

I hope that you choke on every word you say.
Intoxicated lips waited on that first kiss.
I fell right into that trap.
I always was a sucker.
Breathe in then breathe out.
You know these fumes are murder

...Alone one last time....

I'll stay inside your heart and your mind six months at a time.
I'll stay inside your heart and your mind...
I'll die by the incondecance of your unholy heart.

Turbulence At 50,000 Feet

Autor: Heartshot

I'll hold your hand and hope for the best knowing if my plane crashed down I'de bring you down. I'de bring you down...

I'll hold your hand and hope for the best (I'll hold your hand) knowing if my plane crashed down I'de bring you down with me. We'de burn in the wreckage like two star-crossed sinners. (As we die) Too young, too in love to die. I'm like your own James Dean.

These bloody hands and burnt extremeties frame out a picture of you and me. (I'll hold your hand as our plane crashes down) This may be trite but this keeps me up all night clawing at the sheets. The place where he used to be.

My porcelain heart is yours for the taking. (Cause what you need is some action) Looking in your eyes I see that yours is breaking. (You can't love someone without a connection) I know what I'll do, fall into love with you and then we'll both go down in a rain of smoke and fire.

We'll both go down inside this ship. I'll hold your hand. I'll pray for this.

What you need is new routines. What I need is room to breathe.

We'll both go down (In this plane crash) inside this ship. (theres nothing left) I'll hold your hand. (Its all done) I'll pray for this. (All done)

Pressure

Autor: Heartshot

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me

Conspiracy

Autor: Heartshot

Please speak softly, for they will hear us
And they'll find out why we don't trust them
Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you
I need to know why we don't trust them

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

Where can I turn? Cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainty I'm so unsure
Tell me why I feel so alone
Cause I need to know to whom do I owe

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

I thought that we'd make it
Because you said that we'd make it through
And when all security fails
Will you be there to help me through?

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

I've lost my power

Short Stories With Tragic Endings

Autor: Heartshot

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
And the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is
A reminder of what I'll never have
I'll never have... I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
And the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down, come down.
I cherish you... I cherish you.
Just say you would do the same for me.
Just say you would do the same for me.
Say you would do the same...
Just say you would do the same for me.

The Watch (Frances Macdonald Cornford)

Autor: Heartshot

I wakened on my hot, hard bed,
Upon the pillow lay my head,
Beneath the pillow I could hear
My little watch was ticking clear.
I thought the throbbing of it went
Like my continual discontent,
I thought it said in every tick:
I am so sick, so sick, so sick:
O death, come quick, come quick, come quick,
Come quick, come quick, come quick, come quick...

Your cries are all in vain

Autor: Heartshot

Lord you know I've cried a thousand tears a night,
But nothing seems to quench the thirst you keep on craving,
But now i need an answer to my prayers and you not there,
So why I think you listen, listen.

Has no one told you, your cried are all in vain,
And everyone keeps trying to take that all away,
Has no one told you, your cries are all in vain,
Your cries.

Lord I can't disguise the look inside my eyes,
The more I try to look away the more I'm staring,
But now i need an answer to my prayers and your not there,
So why I think you listen, listen.

Your cries in vain I look away.

Has nobody told you when you look away.
The stories they told you still run through your veins.