Replacement
“You don't know anything about him and yet you’re thinking about him again,” Yuui noticed. He slung the sheet around his naked body and slightly slid right behind Kurogane who sat at the edge of the bed.
“And you don’t know me and yet you slept with me,” Kurogane grumbled. He was fishing for his pants when Yuui hugged Kurogane from behind for clinging on him.
“I don’t care much about this thing, you know? Besides… It's already been half of a year since you and Fai landed on this world. Fai keeps his distance from you more and more.. so why should’nt I take my turn?”
You really could hear that Yuui doesn't care about sleeping with strangers like Kurogane, even they only had sex because they drunk too much the night before. Kurogane was frustrated about the fact that Fai still lies to him and plays around like everything were okay.
“You know why I did this,” Kurogane said. He didn't deny that he likes the warm body on him. It was quite the opposite, it was Fai’s Body after all - but not Fai itself.
“Because~ you can’t have him,” Yuui whispered in Kurogane’s ear. “Because you told me the whole night how much you’re annoyed that he still doesn’t tell you the truth and you’re more annoyed because you look straight through his mask and can see how much he suffers.”
Kurogane remained silent.
“Because our relationship is not binding and we’ll never see again, as soon as you find this Mokona… but maybe you don’t want to go then.”
“What makes you think this?”
“Maybe because your… body tells me?” Yuui’s hand moved right to Kurogane’s crotch, he still was naked.
“Pfft..!” Kurogane grumbled.
“That's definitely an okay,” Yuui smirked. “But I know that Fai needs your blood and that you don’t want to live in a world full of magic like ours.” Yuui knew a lot. In this world he was a dreamseer.
“Yuui!” Kurogane growled. He stopped Yuui with his actions.
“Mhhh?”
“That was one-time-only! I don’t want to be in a relationship with you nor Fai.”
“But you love him.”
“Nonsense.”
“No one would think and care this much about a person without having some feelings for them. Kurogane… you know that Fai could use his Magic to leave this world with you, right?”
“…”
“But you don’t know why he doesn’t use his magic. I could-”
“STOP IT!” Kurogane shouted. Kurogane took Yuui with a fast grasp to push him into the sheets.
“I don’t want to hear anything. Not one single thing, if he doesn’t want to tell me personally. I don’t know anything about his fears or choices he had to make, but I know we all didn't have a nice past. Just because you’re a dreamseer, Magican… because you are HIM you don’t have the right to barge in. As far as I know you don’t even have permission.”
“Kurogane… I’ve been alive for more than a thousand years, I know what's okay and what’s not. I only see that you destroy yourself just because you’re always trying to … touch his heart.”
“What about you?”
“What?”
“It’s not that you don’t care about having sex with anyone, right? You do it with me because the Kurogane of this world is already dead and I’m a replacement.”
“…”
“Your King told me and warned me. He said I mustn't break your heart.”
“Ashura…?” Yuui avoided Kurogane’s piercing eyes.
“Yuui… we just lick each other's wounds… nothing else. You look exactly like Fai, you feel like Fai and maybe everything with Fai would feel like as I would do it with you. But you aren’t Fai and I’ve a home with people waiting for me. With or without Fai.”
….
“Good morning, Kurogane,” Fai welcomed him with a faking smile. “You spent the whole night outside?”
Fai and Kurogane shared a little house. King Ashura left it for them for as long as they stayed in this world. Luckily they didn't have to share a bedroom, but Fai noticed that Kurogane wasn’t at home last night. No wonder - it was early in the morning when Kurogane came home.
“What do you care?” Kurogane grumbled.
“I just wanted to know if it was necessary to make you breakfast,” Fai smiled.
“Stop this stupid grinning, mage!” The meetings with Yuui were a secret. Still, he didn't want to explain this.
“Well, next time tell me when you’re spending the night with someone else anyway.”
“I only was out-”
Fai pointed on his neck.
“Huh?”
“Don’t forget that we could leave anytime.”
Kurogane understood the meaning of Fai’s words. Yuui didn't hold back last night, so he left suspicious hikeys on his neck.
“Sure. What's about drinking something?”
“I could make you a tea?”
“You know what I was talking about. It's been days since you last drank something.”
“No. Thanks.” Fai’s face suddenly was gloomy when he passed Kurogane and you could hear when Fai closed the door. Was he… pissed?
Does someone understand this magician? Kurogane doesn’t.
