i'm lying here, knowing i'm dying
thoughts running through my head
i think about my childhood
and when i first met you
you are so beautiful
we got along so well
joking around and laughing
lying in the grass
talking about the future
everything was fine
then we went to school
and made new friends
bad influence they had on me
making me say cruel things to you, my beloved
i completely lost you to him
in these dark times i was looking
searching for support
i thought darkness would help me
i joined them out of despair
i didn't know their plans
no one could help me, it was too late
they erased you out of my life
this time forever
in this moment, i completely lost my soul
my life, that was devoted to you all the time
i'm lying here, knowing i'm dying
thoughts running through my head
lily, i love you and i always have
you have always been in my heart
you are so beautiful
