I´m so burned out... running around all day... seeing all the people suffer, cry, scream... sometimes they haunt me at night... I´m really doubting, if I´m good for this job... *sigh* and I´m missing my friends... and my sweetheart... I´m so fucking lonely it hurts... I don´t want to be this weak... I fight against it with all my power, but my power is at it´s end... *sigh* can´t wait for this weekend, hope I won´t get sick before it... *sigh*
sorry to all I´ve hurt or offended these days... please... don´t be angty... *sigh*