Katsuki sighed. He was lying in his nest, alone this time. He wondered how Izuku and Eijiro were doing. His mind wandered to Eijiro’s lips on his. He still wasn’t happy about it. He never thought that the first kiss had to be something magical or shit like that, but that … that was a bit too much for his taste. At least he tried to convince himself that he hated it.
“Fucking hell, shitty hair” he mumbled. His thoughts wandered. Eijiro had grinded in him, pressed himself into Katsuki, kissing him. The omega in him had responded to the alpha that was manhandling him. This was so fucked up. Why would his body react so strong to this?
The situation was completely terrifying yet weirdly arousing. Katsuki shook his head forcefully, what the hell was he thinking? His best friend attacked him, kissed him forcefully, threw him on the ground and scratched him and he found that arousing? What the actual fuck was wrong with him?
He was disgusted with himself for thinking that! How could it possibly be arousing for him, to be mistreated like that? Eijiro’s already big alpha body on top of him … the terrifying appearance of the Unbreakable beast over him. His hot breath against his skin …
The pure testosterone that he released, mixing with his musky cedar scent … it was absolutely hell and heaven at the same time.
There was a sharp knock on his door that brought him out of his thoughts. He was thankful for it. “What is it?” he asked.
The door opened and to his surprise it was Denki. He looked really unsure. “Hey … can I come in?”
Katsuki sighed. “Sure …”
Denki closed the door behind him and walked over to the chair next to Katsuki’s desk. Katsuki mustered him and he could see big, dark circles under Denki’s eyes. He looked almost like the brain washer.
Nervously he fidgeted with his hands. “H-how … are you holding up?” he asked. His voice was weak.
“I’m good … It just sucks that shitty hair and Deku are locked up …” Katsuki growled a little.
“Yeah … and Hitoshi and Shoto too …” he added.
“Yeah, those too.”
Denki didn’t say anything after that. Katsuki got a little irritated, what did he want? He could see that the beta had something on his mind.
“Goddammit! Spit it out. What’s wrong?” Katsuki growled.
The beta flinched and looked like a deer in the headlights. “I …” He exhaled heavily. “You see, I can’t sleep ever since they attacked us … You know that Izuku attacked me, right?”
“Yeah, I heard that. What happened there anyway?”
Denki looked uncomfortable. “After Mezo got out with Mina and Toru, we tried to block the doors, so that they couldn’t follow. But as soon as the omegas were out, they shifted their focus to the next best, I guess …”
He shivered at the thought of what had happened next. “Hitoshi attacked me, he tried to bite me, I shocked him, but this didn’t seem to bother him. But suddenly, Izuku knocked him off of me. This dislocated his shoulder and he retreated. Izuku then forced me to the ground but Rikido and Tenya grabbed him. But Izuku lashed out with his full cowl. It was so scary.”
“Eijiro and Shoto growled and snarled all the time this seemed to piss off Izuku and he attacked them too, the force he used was so scary. I don’t exactly know what happened. It was so fast. But he punched Eijiro and Shoto down, fought against Tenya and Rikido and held off Dark Shadow almost all at once.”
“Not even thirty seconds later the alphas were down and then we heard it. His alpha authority was so strong! And then he did it …” Denki gulped and Katsuki saw the sheer panic in his eyes. A panic he knew all to well. “He alpha commanded us …” His voice broke down.
“What? Oi, but you are a beta! The others were too, and alphas?! H-how was it possible for him to command you?” Katsuki was shocked. He couldn’t believe it, yet one look at Kaminari made it clear, that he spoke the truth.
“I-I don’t know! It wasn’t long, but it was the scariest thing ever! The feeling of the complete loss of control …” Tears spilled out of Denki’s eyes.
Katsuki knew it, he knew how scary an alpha command was. He had experienced it first hand and even he broke down. He could imagine all to well, how it must be for Denki. Besides, Denki was a beta, he usually didn’t have to fear an alpha command.
The omega released some calming pheromones. He grabbed Denki’s arm and squeezed it. “I know how that feels …”
“R-right … Tenya … Sorry, I forgot.” He rubbed over his cheeks. “I just can’t stop thinking about it, what would have happened, if the pros were late even a few seconds. He was about to bite me! He would have forcefully taken me as a mate! The thought of that is so scary!”
Katsuki’s jaw clenched. He hadn’t thought of that! Eijiro had tried to bite him too. What if Ochako hadn’t interfered? The alpha would have mated him! That was indeed a damn scary thought.
“Yeah … now that I think about it …”
“And Momo too, she was attacked by Izuku too. And the things that Eijiro said, that you’re his omega and stuff like that …”
Katsuki nodded. “Yeah, fuck … this was all in all a fucked up experience.”
“It was and that’s why I came to you … I really don’t know how to handle that. I mean, I don’t know how it is for you, as an omega. I am a male beta, so I’m basically worthless. I am so confused why he would go after me …” Denki grabbed his head with both hands.
“Wait? Why do you say you’re worthless?” Katsuki was confused. “You’re a beta. Omegas are the weakest in the food chain.” He raised an eyebrow.
Denki scoffed a little. “Strength-wise maybe, but not even that is true anymore, you could kick my ass, and we both know that. You could kick most alphas ass for sure … But I talk in terms of purpose here! A male beta is worthless! Most females are after alphas! You know my luck with the girls. They are never going for the betas. Only if they aren’t lucky enough to get an alpha …”
“Are you dumb? What’s with earlobe? She’s all over you!” Katsuki was irritated. Was this stupid moron really that dumb, to not notice that?
“Kyoka and I are friends! Even if there was something, she would never stay with someone like me. Not if the right alpha comes by. I’ve seen her look at them. Male betas are not desired! I would rather be an omega than a male beta, so I could have a purpose.”
“You didn’t just say that? You are really, really dumb, dunce face”, Katsuki got really angry. He still hated it to be an omega. He wished to be at least a beta, and here stupid dunce face was, complaining about that.
Denki looked shocked at him. “Wha-?”
“That is really old stuff you’re talking about! There are plenty of beta pairs, it’s in fact the most common thing! The world is full of betas, there are more betas than there will ever be alphas or omegas!” Katsuki stood up and grabbed him by the shoulders.
“Besides, you fucking idiot seem to forget, we are in high school! You already thinking of starting a family, or what? What do you expect from a bunch of teenage-girls? Of course they will go after the alphas! Everything is new, everything is different. Give them a few years and they’ll come around! Teenage romance is most of the time fucked up anyway.” He scoffed. He crossed his arms in front of his chest.
Denki stared up to him. His eyes were wide and his mouth was opened. “And if you really, really want to become an omega, you could transition with hormones or other shit. This is an option since like five years.”
The beta blinked. “R-really? I didn’t know that.”
“Yeah, it’s an option. But it’s quite expensive and, from what I saw, painful and it would take years. The first successful beta to omega happened just at the beginning of this year.” Katsuki shrugged.
“B-but why would you look into that? You are already an omega?” Denki blinked confused.
“I researched, if you could become a beta, medically. It is possible with hormone blockers and shit like that. I looked it up after I presented. I wanted to know if it was possible to transition into an alpha, but that’s a nope. But they work on the transitions for beta to omega or omega to beta … But you need to be at least eighteen years old to start treatment, preferably out of school already.”
“Oh … oh god! I forgot that you don’t like to be an omega. And here I am, talking about wanting to be one … Sorry!” Denki blushed a little.
“Tch, whatever. But stop thinking about all that shit, okay? You’re too young to think about getting a mate or settle or stuff.” He shrugged.
Denki stared at him, still wide eyed. “Y-you … wow, thanks I didn’t knew you would give me this kind of advice …”
Katsuki froze. He started to blush. “I didn’t do shit! But I can’t stand you talking bullshit like that” he snarled.
Denki smiled. “Still, thanks!”
Katsuki sat down in his nest again. “Whatever …” He stared at Denki. His face was still hot. “Oh and to answer your question, how I felt about the attack …” he ruffled through his hair. “I am confused … I hated it, of course, but the omega in me ... was fucking turned on because there was an alpha on top of me!” Denki gasped.
“Before you came, I was thinking about it. It confused me, it scares me. It’s fucking annoying. But I guess that’s one of the drawbacks of being an omega.”
“Wow that is fucked up …”
“Yeah, it is. I don’t really know what to think about that. It’s so confusing. I don’t want to think about Eijiro in that way. He’s my friend, and stuff like this only makes it awkward.”
“I guess I know what you mean … What about Izuku?”
“Pff, the same. I know him since I am a little pup. It fucking annoys me, that my omega instincts make this stuff so weird, just because they are alphas.” He exhaled deeply. “But guess it is what it is.”
“Yeah, this must be awkward.” Denki mumbled.
“You have no idea …” Katsuki thought about the situation, when he presented. How he was mad at Eijiro for pushing him away. It seemed so far in the past, it was scary that it was just a few months ago …
They talked for a little while after that, before Denki decided, that it was time for bed. He was really tired. Katsuki tried to ban all the thoughts about Eijiro and Izuku out of his mind and tried to sleep as well. He needed the rest.
