Nilla als: Murphy Pendleton

Silent Hill Ask-Blog
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It's me.
Always been me, my own worst enemy, the one who always screws up and lets others down.
I've tried so many times to start over and find my way to peace, but then...
Back in the can the Chaplain told me that I should not punish myself, but it's the only thing I've got left under my control.

Maybe this horrible place is exactly where I've been heading to all these years.

What was it you saw in me?
What's the point in helping just another screw up - constantly dismissed even by his loved ones -
and yet you somehow found a reason to believe in me. Well, you shouldn't have done that, my friend.

People believing in me tend to end up badly.