Not allowed to touch you
You were here with me
But I was denied to touch you
Touch you in the loving way I wanted to touch you
It was a hurting experience
You were right in front of me
But I wasn't even allowed to touch you
Even though I did it
At the concert I gathered you into my arms
I needed to be near you
Even if it was just for a few moments
I just needed to be sure of my feelings
I know I don't need to tell you
I think you know what I feel
But you don't want to know it, because you have a koi
So I'll just leave this as it is
I'll come over it sooner or later
At least I hope so
I can't even hate you for not allowing me to touch you
Because I can understand that you want to be with your koi
This is all so hard for me
But I hope you get happy…that’s the best I can hope for
Because to see you happy makes me smile…at least a little bit.
Suki da yo
© S. Rabe
I think, the one I mean knows who is meant, right?
