Fanart: Oboro and Rena
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Vreith [Zeichner-Galerie] | Upload: 12.11.2020 14:10 |
Englische Beschreibung die ich von meinem Facebook übernehme Sketch Oboro and Rena (my OC). There will be a lot more, next Year i´ll start a Manga with my two Couples Oboro x Rena and Kankurou x Keileen ... I realised, that i´m a lot under pressure the last time...The pressure to be as quick as possible good enough for the Industry with no take care about myself. I´m chronicle ill but i tried to ignore this, i don´t wanna be sick and not able to work full time my whole life. I want do work with the big Ones. Activision, Battlefield, Cod, PUBG, WoT and so on. So i tried to push myself with Artworks that are impossible to reach for me at the time. I tried to fligh high, but crashed hard, again. I have to learn to work with my disease and get help from the State, that other People pay for me ´cause i´m not able to take care for myself. I tried to get work as quick as possible with my artwork nd don´t be longer a burden for people, that pay Taxes for me so i can have a apartment, food, heater, i´m able to visit doctors that i need. But i have to accept that this will still be a part of my live for some years to...i..i want to say sorry but i know there´s no sorry brcause it´s not my fault i´m ill... There´s so much chaos in my Head, especially with studying and be a great artist, but i have to accept that i have to learn on my own speed. And it takes time., The baddest thing that i forget about myself is, that i´m not only a Girl that loves Egoshooters, Guns, Soldiers, heavy Vehicles and so on....since so many Years i love just Romance, Couples that love each other, Girls that are fragile and just need a beloving Partner that take care of them. I forgot that i love write and draw romantic Stories with the typical Shoujotouch, with Love, Trust, Promisses, Romance and so on... Not only War, Crisis and Hate like it´s normal in the World today. I just want my perfect world and now, i will take care more of this part of mine. Romancestories, Love, Trust and so on...that´s what i´am and what my really Artistic me is besides the hart Core with Military, Shooters, Guns, hevy Machine and bad Boys. So i hope it´s ok for you to see in the next Time more Stuff like this. It´s healing for me and my Soul. I´m know i´m weak and fragile too....on the outside. But that doesn´t mean i´m it on the Inside too. Every weak Girl has a Strong part too. I´m hevily scared in the Worl d today but i know, i can be strong too... So let me take you with me to my other (artistic) Side and just dreaming a perfect World, run away from this cruel World today ❤ |
Themen: Naruto Stile: Computer Grafik, Computer koloriert Unterthemen: Narutos Generation |
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