just to mention
Autor: Yamiku
Don't wonder why I need a long time to answer some ens or other messages.
I'm not feeling well, means I'm ill and there're many other things make me wish to stop and just jump to overcome everything.
In dreams we are free someone said...
Well then, I'm afraid of monday for some reasons and afraid of my answer, too.
I have no choice than to look into the future and think of what I really want and where I wanna be doing this. Guess it's the same everywhere, but it's hard to get something you can make money with.
Unfortunately I'm in the same mood I always am when I'm thinking to much about life and being itself.
I know there're people around who bother, but sometimes knowing is way not enough. I realized a long time ago that living on an island won't be as good as I once thought it'd be.
Nevertheless Hanami's knocking on the door. I'm going to look what I can manage to sew with the things I have and cosplay on my own. Read a good book or so when I'm there. And that's nothing I say just to hear 'Oh no don't do that' or something else. It's a fact. I tried, I failed, I decided.
See you, hear you... whatever.