Not as planned 1 - Katsuki Bakugo von Puraido (A/B/O Verse) ================================================================================ Kapitel 41: ------------ Katsuki was still frustrated with the whole situation. The omega girls and Denki finally came forward from behind the couch. What a mess … “I can’t fucking believe these guys” he mumbled. “Oh, just shut up, Katsuki.” Tenya exclaimed. Everyone turned his attention to him, wide eyed. His tone was very serious. “Huh? What did you say?” Katsuki snarled, explosions going off in his hands. “I said you should just SHUT UP!” Tenya seemed really angry now. His jaw clenched, when he saw Katsuki flinching back. He didn’t use commands, but he used alpha authority. He walked over to Katsuki. “Did you EVER think about, that this is your fault too?” Tenya stopped in front of the omega. God, he was so much bigger than Katsuki, it was fucking intimidating. “How the fuck is this my fault? They think they can claim me and stuff! I did nothing wrong!” He tried to defend himself. “Don’t you do the same? You talk about that they are ‘your alphas’. You talk about that you are ‘their omega’. I don’t want to excuse their behavior in ANY WAY, but they are alphas! And since they were bitten, everything for them is AMPLIFIED” Katsuki could see the rage in Tenya’s eye. He never saw the class rep this agitated. “What the fuck is your point, four eyes?” he hissed. “My point is, you are the one, that are actively ignites the fires in them. With your claims that you are ‘their omega’ you drive them crazy. They are beasts now! Normal alphas would have control over their instincts; they would know that what you mean. That you mean it in kind of a platonic way … even though not even I am sure about that. But they are not themselves! If you go around telling everyone that they are ‘your alphas’, that you are ‘their omega’ of course this will drive them nuts! They were set back to a state where they see omegas as a possession and with your claims you played directly into that!” “Alphas are – excuse my language – fucking possessive!” He grabbed Katsuki by the shoulders and shook him. “They DO NOT like to share what’s theirs. It would be crazy with normal alphas, but guess what, they ARE NOT normal! They struggle their ASSES OFF to be back in this class, to try to mend their relationships with everyone. But your selfish behavior fuels the fire in them! You heard them, they DO NOT like it to share you but YOU MAKE THEM SHARE YOU. YOU say that they shouldn’t claim you that you are not a toy for them, yet YOU are toying with THEM. I am sure you don’t do that intentionally, but the fact that you can’t make up your god damn mind is making not only your life miserable but theirs too!” There was silence in the room you could hear a pin drop. No one had ever seen Tenya this enraged. He grabbed Katsuki’s shirt and pulled it to the side, revealing the marks Izuku had left. “Those are bite marks, Katsuki! Do you even know how lucky you are, that Izuku has still so much control over himself? Otherwise you would be mated now! Claimed by a feral alpha! Do you want to be mated at not even seventeen? Do you really want that?” He shook Katsuki again. “Are you even aware, how traumatizing it can be to be forcefully mated? And how painful the process of removing a mating mark is? Have you even thought about the consequences for one second? They are still not even remotely back to their original selves and you take them to your room that easily? Of course they will think, that they can do stuff like that. You let them do that to you! You don’t say no to them. You don’t set boundaries. Have you really not learned ANYTHING? You should know by now, that your omega hormones work in overdrive, when it comes to these two! Are you really that stupid, that you haven’t noticed that?” “Don’t get me wrong, I do not solely blame you for everything that happened. I will scold them too for going with you in the first place. They should know better too! All parties suck here. These situations were completely avoidable if any one of you had stopped to think about it for a second. You knew that you have strong reactions to them, but you didn’t stop because you are so goddamn blind of love and your raging teenager hormones that you didn’t want to stop! Did you really think: Oh, this is fine, nothing bad will happen to me if I invite two literal beasts, that see omegas as nothing more than nice things to possess, into my nest and make them both jealous to the point were they want to rip their throats out? Did you think that would work out?” Katsuki gulped heavily. His heart was beating fast. Hot tears were shooting in his eyes. “So you are basically saying this IS my fault. Did you forget I was attacked by them?” “Yes, I know! That was when it FIRST happened, and the instance where Izuku lost control. I thought you would learn from that. But NO, you INVITED them both voluntarily to your room! This one evening, Eijiro stormed into the showers, he bumped into me. And let me tell you: He. Was. Furious! Furious at himself, for not having better control over himself. Furious at Midoriya for mocking him, and furious at you for making him share you.” “Are you really that fixated on your own, personal happiness and enjoyment that you throw every warning overboard and take risks that are easily avoidable? Don’t you see that you are causing them pain? Not just in the sense that they have to hold back the beast, but when they snap back into their normal selves and see that they hurt you? Just think about it, what if Izuku had mated you? What would his reaction be if he had snapped out and saw what he had done to you? Mr. Aizawa already said it, both Izuku and Eijiro have the most trouble controlling themselves, and you are not helping them. Why can’t you stay in the common room for cuddles? Why do you have to take them to your room? Everyone knows about that anyway, no one would judge, and if they went crazy, we could stop them easily. But inside of your room you are under their mercy if it comes to it.” Katsuki was quiet, his gaze fell from Tenya’s eyes to the ground. His body was shaking, he curled into fists. He never thought about that … He didn’t thought that they were not okay. They looked normal enough. He never realized how much pain he had caused them. “Fuck …” he exhaled. “I … fucked up, shit” he mumbled. The others stared at Tenya and Katsuki. They were glad someone had pointed it out. Ochako and Mina looked at each other. They would need to talk to him later too, but they wanted to do that in private. Mezo was just glad, that Tenya had given Katsuki that talk, otherwise he would have had to do it. But his words would’ve been even harsher. He could understand Katsuki to a certain degree that he just wanted to be with his friends, but that was it. Why had no one set clearer boundaries? He just hoped that the omega got it now. He felt bad for him for being attacked of course, but at the same time he couldn’t understand, how Katsuki could still be this reckless. After that, everyone dispersed to their rooms. Ochako and Mina took Katsuki with them to Ochako’s room. The male omega still looked a bit shocked. Katsuki and Mina sat on a bean bag on the floor, while Ochako was in her nest. “Okay, just say how stupid I am” Katsuki mumbled as soon as all of them were seated. “You are stupid” Mina said dryly. “Yes, you are …” Ochako added. Katsuki pulled his legs to his body and wrapped his arms around he laid his head on them. “Don’t start fucking crying, okay?” Mina mumbled, her tone was sharp. “Tenya is right, it’s not your fault alone but you really played with the fire here.” “How could you invite them to your room? You could have at least waited until we were there too, to diffuse the situation. Aren’t we supposed to be a pack yet you always try to have them for yourself” Ochako was serious. “I … I don’t know, I was just so happy to see them, I didn’t even think of the consequences. And I … didn’t want to share them with you” he looked up, his cheeks were burning. “That is really hypocritical, Katsuki” Mina looked at him. “You don’t want to share with us, yet you expect them being okay with sharing you. You do see that this is a problem?” “I see it now …” “Good, the next time you see them, you have to apologize. They are always the ones that apologize, now it’s your turn for once.” Katsuki nodded. “I will do that … I – I am sorry that I left you out.” Mina put an arm around Katsuki’s shoulder. She didn’t say anything, she just hoped that Katsuki got it this time. Ochako wanted to believe it too, but she still had her doubts. This seemed too easy. Aizawa looked at the four alphas reports. There was nothing major going on with Hitoshi and Shoto, but Izuku and Eijiro were troublesome again. He scratched his head while reading the reports. They had lost control again. Sighing, he stood up and made his way over to the rooms. He would have to talk to Katsuki later too, he wasn’t supposed to invite the alphas into his room. He knocked and opened the door to Izuku’s room. “Hey, problem child, come with me.” He got Eijiro too, and they sat down in the common room. He made himself a coffee – a very strong one – and the students got tea. “So I read your reports”, he started. They both looked down at the table. They now had a few hours to cool down. “I am sorry, how everything turned out again” Izuku mumbled. “That I lost control so badly.” “Yeah, me too. I feel bad for attacking you again.” “Good, that’s the first step” Aizawa said. “The next step is, to actively choose to not go into an omegas room. I mean, did you really think this is a good idea?” He took a sip off his coffee. “No, I know I should have said no, but … I couldn’t” Izuku looked down, he deflated a little. “And why could you not say no?” Aizawa pressed. “Because I like Kacchan and I don’t like the idea of sharing him with someone else …” Izuku’s cheeks turned pink. “And this is my problem too. I don’t want to share him with you.” Eijiro mumbled. “I like him too.” Aizawa looked at the alphas. This was a mess. “Look, I get it! It’s your first love and all. And with all the raging hormones it is crazy. But you need to learn, to control yourself. And even though it is tempting, don’t go with Katsuki into his room. You should not focus on dating anyway, at least not in the moment.” He looked Izuku in the eyes first, before he moved over to Eijiro. “Just think about your actions, you almost mated him today, Izuku. What if you hadn’t regained control? Do you really want to be mated at sixteen? Think about how Katsuki would feel about that.” “I know, it’s terrible!” Izuku clenched his jaw. “I know that I shouldn’t do it, but it’s like I am forced to do it.” “It’s the same in blue for me” Eijiro confessed. “I want it so badly. I don’t know what to do. How can I stop?” Aizawa looked at them again. He exhaled. “That’s the hardest part. I get, it feels really good to be with the person you love, been there, done that. But is it really worth it when all you do is hurt the person you love? You need to make a decision, but be prepared to live with the consequences.” Eijiro and Izuku looked up to their teacher. They thought about his words. Their eyes met. “I … I think I know what to do.” Izuku mumbled. “Me too” Eijiro exhaled. “He already said it, no more cuddles until we can control ourselves. We can’t so … no more cuddles.” “Yes …” “Good, look, I don’t say, that you can never be with him again, but just give it time. You are all way to young for dating anyway.” The boys nodded. “You can go to your rooms now.” They left and Aizawa leaned back in his chair. He sighed and closed his eyes. Oh, he knew all to well. He thought about Oboro and his jaw clenched. He pinched the bridge of his nose. After he had presented as an omega, both his alpha friends, Oboro and Hizashi, fought for his attention. He hated it, because, like Katsuki, he just couldn’t decide … not that it mattered. The decision was taken away from him anyway. Eijiro and Izuku walked back together. “I think it’s good that they give him those pillows” the redhead mumbled. “Yeah … he’ll need them.” Izuku exhaled. “This is harder than I thought …” “Yeah. I mean, I don’t even want to attack you, when I am lucid, but when the beast takes over …” “I know. Same for me. I feel awful for attacking you.” They stayed in front of Eijiro’s room. Eijiro leaned on the door and Izuku on the wall opposite of him. Both had their hands in their pockets. Eijiro looked down to the ground, while Izuku leaned his head against the wall, while looking up to the ceiling. “It sucks, that this had to happen shortly before his birthday. I hope our decision doesn’t ruin everything.” Izuku muttered. “Better now, than on his actual birthday.” “True …” Izuku sighed. “What should we do about Mina and Ochako? I mean, if we continue normal with them, Kacchan will blow up.” “We should really stop that, at least for now. It’s too dangerous, they will understand.” “Yeah … right” Izuku scratched the back of his head with one hand. He pushed himself off the wall. “I think I’ll go now. Good night.” “Good night.” Eijiro looked after Izuku while he walked away, before he opened the door and entered his room. Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)