Longing waiting..   von Amudha
                   (Longing waiting with Hightechfriend xD)
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Sitting on my warm bed
My daily relaxing place
With a face
So red
Expressing undoubtedly anxiety
In the stage of almost losing my sanity.
I wait, I wait.

Accompanied by my dear cell
Who's already been used to yell.
Still waiting with forced calmness
Recognizable from the strong hug
Given to my friend,
Connected with the plug
Who waits with me
Sharing this dreadful period.  
My dear cell
Doing the same
Waiting for my next yell.
I wait, we wait.


Starring at it
Increasing my hug's force
As I already did.
Stroking over the display
With my sweaty thump
Repeating my gesture
To wipe the damp away.
In the meanwhiles
I close my eyes.
Searching for a mental sanctuary
That certain relax that me bed couldn't give
Against this dreadful yearn.
People didn't teach or I didn't learn
How to manage this kind
Or I simply don't find
The answering method
To survive this period.

(Being in capture
Of thoughts about my future.)


Having done it in the hope
It'll reply with a positive sign
Such as there is a call of mine
Not any call
This certain call
This purpose for my waiting

But nope
No answer
Feeling like cancer
This waiting time
For what I wouldn't have given a dime
If it hadn't been this call
For what I'm able to afford
This requested patience. *diplomatic*

I'll wait not a lonely
With my cell...

I'm holding my friend
Tightly in my hand
'Cause don't want to lose it
For any cause,
Not before I got the cure
For what I'm waiting for.

His call...

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