Soul or Angels never cry von Jua-Chan (englische Version von Soul oder Engel weinen nicht) ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: Ever and ever again! ------------------------------- This was my first story in german and so i decided it should be the first one in english as well. i hope my english is not too bad. please write me if you like it. jua _________________________________________________________________________________ Chapter 1: Ever and ever again! “...” speaking //...// thinking Like every time I sat on the chair. And like every time this chair stood on my little balcony in the heart of Kyoto. And exactly like every time I looked, without knowing why, into the shining blue sky. There I saw it again: A little silhouette; black. It flew directly up to me. It came nearer and nearer. Because it didn’t slow down or stopped, I recognised that it wasn’t flying - it was falling. The last what I saw was a women with the beauty of youth. She had long, black, in the wind moving hair and shining white wings, which seemed to be out of pure light. After her rough landing, in which she had knocked me – with my chair – down to the floor, I heard her saying with a soft voise “I’m sorry.” Than evrything in front of my eyes turned into black... When I opened my eyes again, I wasn’t longer on my balcony. I stood under the blooming cherrytree, that was so familiar to me and at the same time so unknown. In the darkness of the night the blossomleaves, which rusteled in the wind, seemed to be coulorless, but I knew that they where pink. I had been there often enough to think. At that time I had loved this place. Now I d it. Like every other time before, I turned around only to see what I ever saw when I finally broke my look from the cherrytree. Her hair fluttered in the wind. She, my angel, on which I had grown fond since our first meeting on my little balcony, stood on a cliff over the sea. The wind played with her long, white dress. Her wings shone in such a light that they iluminated the moonless night. I made a step forward. Altough I knew that I wasn’t able to change anything, I didn’t want to look inactive on what would happen next, what happened every time. Again I wanted to say something but my voice failed. She turned her face around and it became clear to me, that I couldn’t prevent it any more. She smiled and one single tear ran down her beautyful face. Before she turned away she whispered: “I’m so sorry, Riyu.” I started to run but before I could reach her I bounced against her invisibel barriere, that she had built. I knew, she didn’t want that I followed her but I couldn’t let ‘IT’ happened. “Why?” was all that came over my lips, but she didn’t react. Instead she let herself fall. I breathed sharply in. I did’t worry about her fall, but what would happen after it gave me a hurtfull stab. I didn’t want that she... One second long, what seemed to me without ending, she fell into the direction of the qualm sea. Than she opened her wings and raised upwards to the sky. I shouted after her. “ERAIIIIIII! PLEASE GO NOT! PLEASE! STAY WITH ME! I...I love you!” I nearly whispered the last words but she had understood. She turned around a last time and spoke. I could hear the sorrow in her voice. “I know. I’m really sorry, Riyu. I can’t stay. I have to go, but I will never forget you.” She stand still in the air for one more second. Than she finally raised upwards. The one little tear was ripped of her face by the wind. The last what I saw from her was a feather, which was falling to the ground. For a little while I screamed her name into the cold sky. Suddenly it became darker around me than it had been before. The ground under my feet disappeared and I fell... I roused out ot my sleep. //Why can’t I forget it? Why did she have to leave me? Why did I have to look helpless how she went? Why can’t I even hold her in my drems? Why? Why always me?// I grasped to my small desk. There laid a single shining white feather, which was glowing with a little light. Every time when I dreamt from Erai, I had to take the feather in my hand to be sure that Erai existed, that she wasn’t only one of my dreams. And every time when I looked at it, I could hear her laughing, her wonderful, warm, happy laughing. Her beautyful face came into my mind. And I wasn’t able to forget this one small tear, that ran down it in ‘that’ night. I’m sure she was very sad, because she said once: “Angels never cry.” Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)