Hurt von Gepo (A realistic Omegaverse) ================================================================================ Kapitel 2: Getting intimate --------------------------- “I'll take my leave now.” Even though he said that, Shin-chan was still standing in his entrance and did not turn to open the door. “Thank you for … everything.” “Yeah … Shin-chan?” The other still hadn't turned. “About this morning … did you mean that?” “Please be more specific. Did I mean what?” As always, Shin-chan looked unfazed. “That you … that I … I mean, we, err, I mean … doyoureallywantmetokissyou?” He was blushing again. He could feel it in his cheeks. Damn it all. “Kissing is nice.” Shin-chan leaned forward to do exactly that, playing with Takao's lips for a moment. “It does not hold any bad memories. I have never kissed anyone else.” “You have never kissed Kuroko?” He asked in surprise. Argh, shit, he did not want to bring that up. Was he an idiot? “No.” Shin-chan straightened again. “I never did anything but hurt him. I don't think you can hurt people with a kiss. I hope so at least.” “Then I'll gladly kiss you.” Takao took a deep breath. “Does that mean you want us to be a couple?” God, that had taken a chunk of his courage for today. He felt his knees weaken, even though he hadn't got an answer yet. “Could it have any other meaning?” Shin-chan seemed puzzled. “Not with you, I guess.” He just had to smile looking at that cute face. “Most days, I am glad you are so honest in everything you do.” “Yes … that you kiss me back does mean you want this as well, right?” There was slight insecurity in his voice. “Of course.” He sounded more sure than he actually felt. He liked Shin-chan a lot. He found him cute. He wanted to be his only one – actually he was his only one, no matter how you looked at it – and he wanted it to stay that way. But being his boyfriend? That meant he would not look for a girlfriend anymore. If he had a relationship with Shin-chan, that was without question an exclusive one. And it meant that one day, they might have a sexual relationship. Takao felt himself blush again. “What are you thinking about?” “Err, nothing. Nothing important.” He should focus on the here and now. “So we are boyfriends now? Not kissing other people, not sleeping with them, the whole package?” “As you already know I won't do that anyway. You or no one else.” Shin-chan's voice didn't even waver. God, he wished he had such conviction. He wanted to answer the other in kind. But he could only nod and smile. He hoped it was enough to reassure the other. “Have a safe trip home.” “Do I get a goodbye kiss?” Puppy eye attack. It was unfair how fast Shin-chan learned that. Of course he got one. Or two. He was standing in front of the gym, today with a really cute, good-looking brunette. Had he really decided to be with Shin-chan and say no to those beautiful creatures? She was attractive. Even though Shin-chan was handsome without question, he was … male. Takao could still not imagine himself having sex with Shin-chan. That feeling was just weird. “I am most sorry. He is uninterested in dating, just as he said for the last half year.” “And he can't even say that to my face?” The girl in front of him was nearly crying. It was one like the ones he had fucked before. Those that would cry and which he would lend a shoulder to to cry on. Looking back that sounded as pathetic as it had been. “I can't believe he is so rude. He's not at all like I thought he was.” “Well, he is just the same as he has been since he started highschool and he has given this answer to every girl who asked him out. What did you expect?” Damn, that really was rude. But this girl was annoying. The more came, the more they pissed him off lately. They were inquiring after his boyfriend, even if they did not know that. “But I am an Omega! Guys are crawling at my feet to be with me.” Wow, ugly. Good he did not comfort her. She seemed to have a horrible personality. “Be thankful and take one of them instead of throwing their adoration in their face by asking someone out who has no interest in you.” He should calm himself. It was no use shouting at girls, they would only cry. “He will as soon as he sees me! Who are you to stand in my way like that? Midorima! Midorima!” The second shout actually sounded frightened, as if Takao had done anything to her. This was turning ugly really fast. “What is all this fuss about?” Oh damn, he actually came out. “That guy is so mean.” She teared up, ran straight at Shin-chan and threw her arms around him. “Save me, Midorima-kun.” God no. That would give him a noseful of her scent. Was she in heat? Could he get away with grabbing her and pulling her off his boyfriend? Takao turned to them but stopped in insecurity. What should he do? What could he do? “Save yourself.” Shin-chan simply stared down at her with disgust in his eyes. “What are you, a child? I hate selfish women like you.” Even though he said that he froze up in an instant. Takao might not be an Alpha but he could smell her pheromones as well. This would be hard. “Control yourself!” With one push, Shin-chan had thrown her to the floor. She opened her legs, so he averted his eyes. “That is disgusting. It's because of people like you that everyone looks down on Omegas.” With that he turned and walked back in. Takao followed him, carefully closing the door behind him to ward off her smell. “Shin-chan?” With quite some force, he was pulled into a room by a hand around his wrist. Before he could find his balance, his shirt was pulled and he was thrown back against the door. He sharply drew in his breath upon feeling the impact, before he completely froze up when he opened his eyes. Midorima was upon him in an instant, claiming his lips, thereby banging his head against the wood. The bigger body slammed into him next, before one hand on his ass lifted him high enough to get as far up as Midorima stood, only to be held in that position by the other's body weight. “Stop!” Takao screamed as soon as the other let go of his lips. His whole body trembled in panic. He took deep breaths to calm himself, noticing that Shin-chan had laid down his head on Takao's shoulder and was deeply breathing in his scent. As soon as he was able to, he lifted his hand to pat Shin-chan. “Please don't reward me. I am so sorry I attacked you like that.” Shin-chan's voice was laced with shame. “I know.” He was let down but he did not distance himself from the other. He could feel the regret rolling off of the other in waves. “You were able to get away from her. And you reminded yourself who you are with, overcoming all your instincts. That was impressive and that's what the pat was for.” “How could she do that? Doesn't she know I would have raped her if you weren't there? You are the only reason I could control myself like that.” Shin-chan put his arms around Takao, holding him close. “I am still proud of you.” Even though he was covered in cold sweat from the short intermezzo, he smiled. “I am sorry I scared you.” “You look way more scared than I am.” Which was true, Shin-chan was trembling in his arms. “Calm down, Shin-chan. You kept your vow. You did well.” The other simply nodded after a moment, took a deep breath and let go. He looked into the other's black eyes for a long moment and said: “Please stay with me.” “I will. Now and forever.” Takao raised himself on his tiptoes and kissed Shin-chan. Having a boyfriend suddenly seemed fine. They would take it one step at a time. “I had a dream last night.” All of them looked at their captain as if he had grown another head. Otsubo was a down-to-earth character normally, so it was strange to hear something like that from him. “Don't look at me like that, this is serious. So I was going over strategies yesterday evening how we could be a littler more “gun and run” if the situation requires it and then I dreamed up a solution.” “So you basically thought up a strategy in your sleep? Awesome, captain.” Takao grinned. “It is only awesome if it actually works. As with some of our strategies this heavily focuses on you and Midorima.” Who only nodded to the captain's words. “Takao is always the one staying behind most others and I want to use that fact. So while everyone is running back, I want you to take the ball. You then throw it to Midorima who jumps in that moment, turns in the air and throws from that position. You think you can make that work?” “Hm.” He was not nodding immediately. “That will take a lot of practice. It should work in the theory.” A pause followed. “I will need the ball to reach me in the middle of the jump before I reach the peek. That means I would need to jump while running, spin once, get the ball, spin further and throw it. That also means you need to give me a signal to jump exactly the moment you throw the ball, Takao. It also means you need to guess at which point I will be after jumping forward at full speed while turning in the air.” “Hearing you describe that makes it sound a lot worse than what I dreamed about.” Otsubo scratched his head. “It might be a bit hard.” “Sounds like a challenge. Let's do it, Shin-chan.” “Yeah, let's.” The other returned his grin with a small smile. Two hours later he had at least learned to throw the ball at the right point. Seeing Shin-chan jump forward from a full-speed run was an awesome sight but the other was done for by now. Running and jumping for two hours straight would take a toll on everyone but Shin-chan was determined to make it work at least once. By now the others had finished their training and were cheering on them to make it work. They had the running, jumping, catching and throwing part down by now, Shin-chan only had to score now. He looked quite frustrated – it must have been years since he missed a shot. Of course he would not acknowledge that these might be difficult circumstances, he was simply angry with himself. “Shin-chan, it is okay if we learn to do this another day. You don't have to make every strategy work in a second.” Takao tried to console. “No, I want to make it work now. Another.” Shin-chan ran and had already reached the middle line when Takao remembered to give the signal and throw. His boyfriend jumped, spun, catched the ball, spun further, threw – and scored! The others hooted, screamed and cheered. Even Shin-chan smiled like a maniac when he turned to catch Takao who had broken into a run to hug the shooter. “Awesome!” Miyagi clapped, some others joining him. Shin-chan catched him, spun him around for a change, let him down again and kissed him in one smooth motion. The clapping stopped in an instant. Shit. Had Shin-chan actually just done that? Did the guy know nothing about social rules? You do not kiss your partner in public. Especially not your male partner. Had no one ever taught the guy any kind of social etiquette? Shin-chan's grin dropped the moment he noticed Takao's surprise turn into quiet fear. “Midorima, have you just kissed Takao?” Miyagi asked with slight confusion. “Yes … I gather that was a bad thing?” Shin-chan looked to the blond and back again. “Damn, you are so clueless sometimes.” The other just sighed and shook his head. “Takao, explain it to him.” “Err … well.” What should he say? Could he really admonish Shin-chan for that? Could he tell his boyfriend to his face that being with a man was considered disgusting? “You should not kiss people in public, it makes others uneasy. Showing affection is something you do at home.” “But a lot of girls kiss their boyfriends every morning. Or after school, I see them at the gate. I don't understand.” He looked at Miyagi. “Why is this different?” “Why is … man, can you really be this clueless? Oh well, we all know you, you are strange that way.” Their teammate sighed. “First Takao is a guy. Guys don't kiss each other. Second he is not your boyfriend.” “Two guys who are together are looked down upon. That counts as unnatural and disgusting for most people.” Takao intervened before Shin-chan could say something very dumb. “Why?” He was still looking at Miyagi. “There are a lot of male Alpha/Omega couples. That seems to be an accepted thing.” “Well, male Omegas are sluts who can get everyone with their pheromones. So those Alpha males are excused.” The blond sounded as if he was stating a fact. “That is about the rudest thing I ever heard from you.” Shin-chan went over to stand in front of Miyagi. Their team members, at least those who were still here seeing as it was already half an hour after practice, formed a loose circle behind him. “I am friends with a male Omega and he is a very decent person who I greatly respect.” “Friends … that normally means fucking him when it comes from an Alpha, do you realize that?” “Could you please get that most inappropriate conviction out of your head that Omegas are nothing but willing fucktoys for Alphas? I am talking about Tetsuya Kuroko. You were around when he beat us at the Interhigh prelimiaries. We will face him in the Winter Cup. Not all male Omegas focus their life on being walking man-traps.” Well, at least the kiss was all but forgotten by now. Takao simply stood next to Shin-chan. Hopefully this would not go bad at some point. “Really, he is an Omega? That is amazing.” Miyagi and a lot of the others seemed astounded. “I thought Omegas could not control themselves in heat.” “While that is true, they can decide to take heat medication. Or stay at home. Or anything else actually. I can't imagine that anyone would enjoy having Alphas prey on them. So I would think that male Alpha/Omega couples who stay together choose to do so. Mating normally is a choice after all.” “Well, you seem to come from a family of nice Alphas.” Miyagi sighed. “When my cousin had his first heat, his parents married him off before it even ended. Normally Omegas either get their heat somewhere outside, are raped and thereby mated to the first Alpha they run into or they are married off. The ones who are allowed to continue school with heat medication normally last half a year before they give in to their urges and throw themselves at the Alpha they like at the time. If this Kuroko is still unmated, he is an alien in Omega society. And if he is mated, it is quite surprising he isn't pregnant by now. Either way, to continue schooling, to even have some kind of career, that is … I never heard that about an Omega before. Except for the ones who go into prostitution because their Alphas abandoned them.” Shin-chan actually looked shocked. It was a look Takao had last seen on him when they lost in the InterHigh preliminaries. His asking eyes turned to the Beta who only nodded to support their teammate's words. “My little sister is an Omega.” One of the other guys said. “She had her heat when she just turned thirteen. She had two kids by now and she is only sixteen. I also hate it when people talk bad about Omegas but at the same time I kinda understand where they are coming from. It makes me sick when I see her right after her heat.” “That's harsh.” Another one lay a consoling hand on his shoulder. “My neighbors are an Alpha family. When they had an Omega daughter, they hid her in shame. I am sorry for them but the way she is behaving … even if you know it is just hormones, it is still … well.” “Anyway, that is why male Alpha/Omega couples are not exactly an accepted thing. Let's say the Alpha is pitied, the Omega is met with the even more disdain than other Omegas for mating with a male. He could have taken medication and chosen a female Alpha after all. It would be less strange.” Miyagi explained. “Choosing to be with a male when you have the choice that is … it is a no-go. So whatever is wrong in your head, don't draw Takao into it. The guy is lenient enough with you, that is stretching it too far.” “Oi, that is my own decision. Don't make Shin-chan into a villain here.” Takao reacted before he even thought about it. “Takao, he just … wait … did you just say what I thought you said? Are you this lenient with him because he is fucking you?” Miyagi recoiled from him. “You should really overthink your convictions. You basically just said that no one in his right mind would be friends with Shin-chan. That was an insult to both of us and I won't let it stand like that.” Was that enough to get him off track? Miyagi seemed to be unexpectedly sharp. Well, no wonder at a mostly academic school like this. “You still haven't refuted what I said.” There was anger in their teammate's eyes. “No, Shin-chan is not fucking me. Even if he was, that would be none of your business. I am still waiting for your apology.” Takao raised his voice. “Shin-chan might be a bit weird at times but that is no reason to excuse your rudeness.” “Fine, fine, sorry.” Miyagi held up his hands. “The situation just seemed a bit strange, you know? No matter how socially inept, I would hit a guy if he kissed me. Friends or not. That is just disgusting. We are used to Midorima being his completely oblivious self but your reaction was off.” Oh damn, it was. Miyagi was right. But how could he hit his boyfriend just to keep up appearances? “I am sorry I showed you up like that.” Shin-chan seemed to have noticed the tension and made the right conclusion. He would take the blame, have everyone write it off on his strangeness and refrain from ever showing affection in public again. He was clueless but a fast learner when something was explained to him. But did he want that? Takao took a moment to swallow, studying Shin-chan for a few precious seconds. This could not be taken back. It was a deciding moment. “No, it's okay. I was also happy we finally got that move right. We need to keep training to make it routine but now I am sure we can do it.” He nodded to Miyagi and the others. “See you tomorrow, everyone.” “Please wait a moment, Takao, I would like to talk to you.” Otsubo stopped him. Shin-chan threw a questioning gaze over his shoulder but Takao signaled him to continue. The other guys followed him, one congratulating on the new technique. “That was not exactly an convincing refute.” Otsubo promptly stated. “What do you want to hear, captain? It is not your business who I am with.” “You might have denied that you two are sleeping with each other but this sounds like you are still an item and not only friends. If that were true, it would definitely be my business. Having two gay men on the team is unacceptable.” “Staying hypothetical – why? If those two are with each other it is not like it would impact on anyone else.” “The others would still feel weird around you.” The other shook his head. “Takao, I like you, you have a great personality. We aren't close friends but I like playing with you. No matter how I sounded right now I am not a discriminating asshole. Still, to know you are … I can't work with that. I could not keep playing with you. Midorima is something else, he is from outer space anyway, I have a lot more I could be disgusted with. But you?” His mouth corners had dropped, his face marred with loath. “As you wish.” Takao took a deep breath. “Then see how this team works without me. Go on and explain to everyone else that you threw me from the team because you could not keep your prejudice in check.” “Takao, that is not what I-” “And I do not want to lie.” His voice was nothing more than a hiss. “You wanted the truth, now live with it. Either you get over it now or you can work on your passes and look for a new point guard. Not to mention how useless Shin-chan will be to you if you cannot work in sync with him.” “This conversation is so not going how I wanted it to.” Otsubo took a deep breath. “You know that we need you. It is still … can't you understand this is not an easy situation?” “Actually I can't.” Takao stood with his hands on his hips. “Half a year ago I could have but then I grew as a person. I got to know Kuroko and his boyfriend and that changed a lot for me. I have been heterosexual all my life, I spent the first few months at this school sleeping with a hell lot of girls but that does not mean I have to look down on people who like people of their own gender. And by now I have totally no tolerance for that kind of thinking.” “But … are you with Midorima or not?” Otsubo blinked confusedly. “I am.” Well, no going back now. “Shin-chan is special.” “You are heterosexual but still his boyfriend? I don't think I can get my head around that.” “That is why I told you it is none of your business.” He spoke calmer. “I will make sure Shin-chan does not kiss me in front of you, so that your world does not go into a crisis again.” “Takao … I … erm.” Otsubo fell silent. After a moment he turned and walked away. He could still feel the blood rushing in his ears. Damn it all. Shin-chan sat at his table eating from the hot pot he had cooked in silence. After training the other had taken one look at him and seemed to have decided that waiting was the right course. Smart decision in Takao's opinion. He was still fuming. Mostly because he knew that their captain and Miyagi were technically right. Everyone looked down on gay people. He had done so himself most of his life. That did not make it right. What did it matter anyway? It was not like he inconvenienced their captain in any way. If he was disgusted with any pictures inside his head that was his own problem. Even if he was an outgoing gay man and flirted with others on the team, they could still simply say no. It was not like he suddenly forced down and raped his team members. This prejudice was rotten bullshit. “Should I go?” Shin-chan asked suddenly. Takao looked up in surprise before he noticed that he had all about massacred his own food. No wonder the other found him unbearable right now. He said: “No. Sorry I've been such bad company. Otsubo's words made me furious.” “I gathered.” Shin-chan took a moment. “What did he say?” “He finds men who are interested in other men disgusting and does not want them on the team. So I could either flat out deny our relationship or never show my face again.” “I hope you denied me.” There were slight creases between his eyebrows. Shin-chan got more expressive by the month. “No, I told him to shove his prejudice.” He plucked some ruined vegetables from his rice and got new ones from the pot. “I would never deny you.” “But that seems to be the correct way of dealing with others if that prejudice is as common as I was explained today.” The other looked quite confused. “I would not be angry, now that I know.” “I would be disgusted with myself for doing so.” Takao shook his head. “Not telling people is okay. But denying when asked directly … you matter more to me than that. For me, that is about respect.” “But I don't want you to quit the team.” Shin-chan looked down, his voice heavy with emotion for someone like him. “I want … how should I … it is no fun without you. I don't want to go back to playing like a robot without loving what I do. Kuroko taught me that playing together is more precious than just winning. I don't want to be without you.” “You would have been anyway one day.” Takao smiled. “You are good enough to play for the national team one day. I am not. They will be all about winning as well.” “Then I am not sure I want to play for them.” The other put down his utensils, finishing his meal. “I mean it, Takao, I don't want to be without you anymore.” “I love you too, Shin-chan.” His smile got wider, especially when the clueless idiot looked up in surprise. “And I'll always be there for you. But we can't be together in every kind of life situation. I don't want you to leave the team and the sport you enjoy the most just because of me.” “But … without you, I don't get along with people. They will hate me and make fun of me again. With you, all of that is bearable.” His eyes were still downcast, his voice sounded teary. “Can I get a kiss?” “Sure.” Takao finished his meal as well. “Come over.” The other did so and placed a few shy pecks onto his lips before they actually engaged in a bit more intimate kissing. This was really too precious to be denied. His integrity would not let him lie about this, however self-destructive that might be. “Takao?” Shin-chan leaned on him, his head on Takao's shoulder. “Would you call me by my first name, Shin-chan?” “Huh?” The other looked up and blinked cutely. “Kazunari?” “Thank you. You don't have to sound so distant. You are the only one allowed after all.” “If I were to take you as an example, I'd have to call you Kazu-chan.” “That sounds girly.” Takao scoffed. “True. Kazu then, without a chan. Is that alright?” He waited for a nod before he continued. “I have to admit, I have not thought about sex until Miyagi mentioned it today.” “That is a sudden turn of topic.” Takao supported himself with one arm behind him. “Well, yes … I just realized being your boyfriend does imply engaging in such an activity.” Only Shin-chan could phrase something so intimate and emotional as plain as that. “And you don't want that?” It would be understandable after all. Sleeping with Kuroko had definitely given Shin-chan a trauma. Being with another guy could not exactly be easy after that. But instead of an answer the nearly two meter tall giant sitting in front of him blushed. Blushed! Takao felt his jaw fall down. This was Shin-chan. That guy simply did not blush. He might have learned to look cute if the situation called for it but blushing? You could not train that, it was an instinctual emotional reaction, that was … he should not be able to do that. He should not be allowed to do that with how immensely cute it looked. Before Shin-chan could give any kind of answer Takao was kissing him again. Well, learning that he was in no way a virgin had been surprising enough. Somehow Shin-chan never gave off any kind of sexual aura, even though he was greatly toned. It seemed that the effect lasted right until he decided to turn on the sexiness. With one arm around his ribcage Takao was pulled over the other who laid back on the ground next to the table. A tongue sneaked through his lips at the same time that Shin-chan's fingers moved up his neck into his hair. Takao could feel him getting hard at his upper leg in an instant. Seemed that rumor that Alphas were always up for sex was quite true. Takao drew back to take a gulp of air and a moment to compose himself. Did he want this? Wasn't this going much too fast? They had become a couple not even a week before. Should they really rush like this? On the other hand, he knew Shin-chan inside out. It was not that they had to build up trust first. And he had slept with ten girls in the last half year after not more than an afternoon of talking. He could not deny being easy when it came to sex. He looked down on Shin-chan who still had a faint reddening of his cheeks but otherwise seemed to wait for his reaction. “Are you sure?” He still felt the need to ask even though he could see the answer on the other's face. “Why wouldn't I be? Or have you contracted any diseases from all those girls?” Trust Shin-chan to ask that before their first time. Takao couldn't help but laugh. He pecked the other for reassurance after a moment before he rolled off and said: “Call your parents to tell them you are not coming home tonight. I'll do the dishes and raid my bathroom for condoms and lube. Or something lube-like at least, I am really not prepared for that kind of request. I'm not even sure I have condoms left.” “As you wish.” Shin-chan stood as well and went over to the phone. Takao knew from past experience that persuading his mother would take a while for his boyfriend. He tidied up and went into the bathroom as planned. Well, lube … he opened the cabinet to look for something fitting. Body lotion? Hand cream? Oh, that greasy balm for his lips, that was perfect. He opened the condom package and found it empty. Huh … ten girls and a package with twelve condoms, that did not add up. Oh, it did, he had fucked one of them twice and one had wanted a condom when she gave him a blow-job. He had an inkling that his decision of stopping after the last one might have been influenced by his laziness to buy new condoms. It did not seem worth the trouble. Great, couldn't he have fucked one less and kept a spare one? He was an idiot. Running to the next conbini to buy condoms while your sweetheart waited for you was extremely uncool. Even if Shin-chan wasn't exactly sweet. He stepped out of the bathroom where Shin-chan just said goodbye to his mother and hang up with a deep sigh. “Did she tell you not to take drugs, sleep with any girls or drink alcohol?” He joked. “No, she lectured me on the importance of school and beauty sleep. She has no problem with me staying over but tomorrow is a school day. Her biggest fear was that I might be late for school.” “You are such a trustworthy person, Shin-chan, not even your mother worries.” Takao smiled indulgent. “Listen, I found something for lube but as I feared there are no condoms left. I can run over to the next conbini and get some.” The other stepped nearer, as near as a few centimeters separating them, leaned down and said: “Or you could come inside me, Kazu.” Holy shit. His jaw dropped again. Was he for real? Not exactly that without condom part, really, he was sure Shin-chan had tested himself but … had he just offered to bottom? An Alpha that bottomed? Without a fight? Seriously? “I'm sorry if I was too presumptuous. I can also get some condoms if you'd like.” The other looked down in slight embarrassment. “No, yes, I mean no, I mean … err … are you sure? That's like … very-” Takao shook his head and hit both his cheeks. “I am most sorry, I was just very surprised. Yes, I would like that very much. Come on.” He grabbed his boyfriend's hand and pulled him into his bedroom. Was he an idiot not to scream yes at this chance? A Beta topping an Alpha, if he could brag about that to anyone they would go green with envy. He simply would have to brag to himself and be smug about it. “I haven't really looked at your room the last time.” Shin-chan took in the room, posters of basketball players hanging next to very naked girls in various poses. “You really like that?” He looked at one poster definitely not allowed at their age. “I use them as wanking material. Don't worry, I can take them off after tonight, I am pretty sure you can serve as my wanking image for years to come.” He threw the lipbalm on his pillow and turned. “I am not sure if that is a compliment or not.” Shin-chan looked rather put off. “You are quite hot when you want to be.” Takao kissed him and began to open his shirt's buttons. “I am definitely turned on.” Shin-chan stopped his hands and said: “I want them off now. They disturb me.” Oh damn. The negative side of having a neat freak boyfriend. But for the chance to fuck him bareback, he would sterilize his bedroom if need be. So he simply nodded and began taking off all the posters of girls. When he turned to the other side off the room, he stopped in his tracks, mesmerized by Shin-chan undressing. “You might want to hurry.” That fiend said with a knowing smile while he took off his boxers and stepped on the bed naked. Well, Shin-chan had trained him in power and endurance, it was high time he began dexterity training. He simply ripped the last two posters off, uncaring of destroying them and threw them all into the paper trash bin under his desk. In another second he was out of his clothes, entering the bed with a jump. Shin-chan simply smiled and drew him near for kissing. It should have been awkward, being naked with another naked male pressed to him. Especially a big and highly muscled male like Shin-chan. But it seemed simply natural. He lay on the other without any care of smothering him, he grabbed for his penis not even fearing a shriek or any kind of reluctance and pumped them both as if he had never done anything else. “How long is your recovery period after an orgasm?” Shin-chan asked with closed lids, obviously enjoying what Takao did. “Erm … fifteen to thirty minutes?” At least when he watched porn and wanked to that. “That sounds like a fitting preparation time.” The other bit his lip. “Can you go a bit faster, please?” Oh yes. He wanked them until Shin-chan was panting and finally coming over both their stomachs. He milked the other and finished himself in seconds afterward. Post-orgasm Shin-chan was even hotter than anything before. The guy looked debauched with all that come over him. Takao couldn't help it, he intentionally came on that smooth breast. Having Shin-chan's whole torso smeared with come was damn erotic. He wished he could smear that face next. Shin-chan watched him completely relaxed while Takao studied his masterpiece. When he smiled at his boyfriend, he lazily smiled back an said: “I enjoyed that. It's the first time I ever enjoyed sex.” “Glad to be of service.” Takao leaned down and kissed the other. “Should I wipe that off or lick it off while I prepare you?” “Please wipe it off, the other sounds unhygienic.” Typical Shin-chan. Whatever. So Takao cleaned his boyfriend with some dry wipes he had on his night stand for wanking in the morning. Afterward he grabbed the lipbalm and unscrewed it. “Should I simply prepare you or suck your cock while I do it?” “Start with simple preparation. I get tighter the more aroused I am. You might have to suck me off before you can enter me anyway. Alphas are built to resist bottoming quite heavily.” “Yeah, I read about that.” He dipped his finger in and started circling Shin-chan anal ring after the other had spread his legs. There seemed to be no hesitation or shame in the other. “Not that I am not immensely happy but why are you bottoming?” “Because I might go into rut if I top. I threw you against a door just this week. That is how sex feels with an Alpha in rut. It hurts.” “Well, thank you then.” Takao looked up. “I have to admit I am not keen on experiencing that as my first time bottoming.” He slipped in the first finger. Damn, Shin-chan was really tight and he wasn't even aroused yet. “You'll squeeze me to death like that.” “I am as relaxed as I can be. If nothing works you can force your way in. The good thing about being an Alpha is that when we have sex, everything feels good. You could chop off my arm, it would be pleasurable in that moment.” “I don't want to force you, Shin-chan.” He drew back his finger, coated another one and pushed it in. “I watched Alpha porn once but that disgusted even me. That were two Alpha women raping each other in turn. I can only imagine how brutal two guys would be.” “I went against Akashi once. He might look small but he is a natural dominator. He pounded me into the ground and stopped only slight of raping me. I don't ever want to seriously fight another Alpha except on the basketball court again. But even though I was scared to death, I was hard when he pulled down my pants.” “Did he enter you?” Takao stopped the motion of his fingers. “No, somehow he stopped himself. He has even mastered his Alpha instincts. He could stand next to Kuroko when he was in heat and simply do nothing. I always envied that ability.” Shin-chan took a deep breath and relaxed again. “Please continue.” “All your sexual experience is about rape and force. I am happy you can be with me in this way.” He slicked up another finger and reentered the other. “Please tell me if I am going too fast.” “You are different and I know that with my whole body. You won't be overrun by instincts, I won't be, this is safe. I know what happens. None of us will turn into an animal and hurt the other. I like that a lot.” Shin-chan stretched for a moment, completely unfazed by the three fingers in his ass. “And I am an Alpha after all. I love sex. You can do that the whole night.” “Actually … how often can you go at this?” Takao wondered. He had read about Alphas doing it straight for a whole week without sleep but that sounded completely absurd. “Like this? Seven to ten times I guess.” The fingers stopped for a moment. “If I were in rut, we talk about fifteen to twenty times before I definitely need a break. I did fuck Kuroko eighteen times once before I fainted.” “You actually do it until you faint?” Takao shook his head. “Death by sexual overload.” “I was unconscious for ten minutes, he ran, I hunted him down again and fucked him another seven times before we both collapsed.” “While that turns me on in the abstract, being in the situation sounds horrible.” He winced for a moment. “Are you getting hard remembering or is that me?” “Both.” Shin-chan drew his long legs up. “Would you please suck me off while fingering me? You can enter right afterward.” Damn, hearing about his past sexual escapades had been a downer but those words nearly had him up in a second. Good that he was still recuperating. He lay down, licked Shin-chan's hard member and took it into his mouth after the test tasting. It wasn't so bad. Not exactly well tasting but okay. He began sucking and pumping with one hand while the other focused on stretching Shin-chan. He was really getting tighter and tighter, so that after a few minutes stretching was impossible and going in and out became hard. But as Shin-chan had explained, the more forceful he was, the more enjoyment his boyfriend got. Even using quite a bit of force in the end seemed to be a total turn on. Shin-chan came after a warning, smearing his torso again. Takao kept his fingers inside him. Feeling the pumps before the semen shot out, the tightening getting less and less until Shin-chan was completely relaxed again. “Are you sure I should enter you immediately? Even you have a recovery period.” “Enjoy before I become too tight.” Shin-chan simply kept up his legs. “Just use a lot of that lube.” He did as he was told, wiping off the grease from his fingers afterward and cleaning Shin-chan before he entered him in one go. The other didn't even twitch. Takao made a few test pumps but he seemed not able to get a good angle. “Can you give me that small pillow next to you?” he asked. “Sure.” Shin-chan did as he was told, even lifted his hips be himself when he got what Takao planned. “Yeah, that feels better. You are nailing my prostrate like that.” “I know Omegas can have prostate orgasm. Can Alphas do the same?” “If you have enough stamina.” Shin-chan grinned in a challenge. “This will be a long night.” Takao drew Shin-chan up for a kiss before he tried to live up to those expectations. Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)